For months, nay, almost a year, this blog has fallen to the wayside, collecting dust. Recently, the siren's call of writing has wooed me back to this corner of the web to try my hand, again, at blogging.
But a word of caution: I have no idea what I'm doing.
When I first began this space, I thought of it as an oasis of freedom where I could come and be myself with no expectations, rules or judgment. The problem was I didn't know how to exist in a place of grace. Rules have forever dictated my actions. If I were living in a time of kings, I would probably be a most devoted and submissive serf, because I'm most comfortable in a place of order and clear expectations. This blog, however, was an adventure into a complete unknown. I was trying to break free of a ghost which has haunted me for years: Legalism.
According to dictionary.com, legalism is a "